Recently i have caught myself thinking of the future. Like what it would be like if i was a married and had kids. I don't know why i am continuing to do this. It seems that it would be so much better but i know it's not. Every part of your life will have problems. I just have small problems now, that i think are the biggest things in the world but really they are not. I'm beginning to think that you start off with small problems and then get into bigger ones. So having the problems i do now will just make me stronger.